FatRawker

After a week of binging, and then two weeks of restricting I am finally back down to 8st! I changing the way I restrict, insteading of having set limits for each day (which, looking back were kind of high), I just eat as little as possible. On school days I skip breakfast + lunch and only have dinner and whatever else is forced down me, then at the weekends I have a small breakfast + lunch then whatever parents make for dinner. On average I'd say I'm having about 900 cals a day. I've noticed I feel sooo tired though, I keep forgetting stuff. It's probably cuz I was eating like 2500 cals a day in my binge week.

Anyway, I've reviewed my last plan and here are (yet again) my new goals:

110lb - 11th march
108lb- 18th march
105lb - 10th April
100lb - ??
95 - ??

Just to let you know I am still here & still reading your blogs, but I am not posting until I am under 112lb, which will hopefully be next week :)

Stuffed my face friday & yesterday. This morning I was 8st 2, I think it was mostly water weight, so hopefully by tomorrow or maybe the next day I'll be back under 8st.

I found my tape measure! I thought I'd lost it but then it just 'appeared' in my room the other day. My latest measurements are Waist - 26.5" Hips - 36". I managed to fast until I got home from school, but then I kind of failed. Well I suppose it wasn't really that bad, but here's what I ate:

Food:
3 Rich tea biscuits - 120 cal
Mums cooking - 400 cal
Apple pie & custard - 400 cal

Total - 920 cal
So, only a bit above my limit.

Tomorrow is a sleepover, which means MILLIONS of calories. I'll try not to eat much, but I probably won't be able to resist. I'll try and burn 500 cals tomorrow morning (I'll have to do it in 2 sessions), but If I don't manage it I'll do at least 250.

Hmm. Well I went over my limit today as my mother forced a cupcake down my throat, but never mind, I'll only eat dinner tomorrow. My plan for tomorrow is to crumble some cereal & milk into a bowl for breakfast (to make it look like I've eaten) and then pretend to be ill at lunch so that nobody gets suspicious when I don't buy anything. I'll have to eat dinner, and I've no idea what that will be, but if moms cooking it will probably be reasonably healthy.

List of things to do/distractions:

Science Homework
Maths revision
Upload photos to computer/facebook
Tidy Room
Brush Teeth
Read wuthering heights



Food:
Weetabix + Yoghurt - 200cal
2 yellow plums - 100 cal
Cupcake - 250cal
Dinner - 600cal
Total - 1150 cal