FatRawker

Stepped on the scale this morning to find..... 7 stone 13 pounds! (Thats 111lbs). Finally! I am actually below 8 stone. I checked it twice (xmas flashback. lol) and it wasn't a fluke! I actually am 111lbs!! So todays food intake:

Goal intake/limit - 1200
Weetabix - 200 cal
Galaxy - 40 cal
1/2 chicken roll - 200 cal (at most, probably more like 150)
Spaghetti Bolegnese - 550?
Lollipop - 60
Total intake - 1050

I managed to give away most of my galaxy! I'm pleased with myself because that's like my favourite. I had one square and gave the other 5 to my friends. They of course, scoffed it down. I will probably have 2 starbursts, so that will bring my intake up to 1090, which is still below my limit. Seen as this was my High-cal day I will probably go up to 112lbs in the morning (hopefully not, but I'm preparing myself.. lol), but tomorrow is my low cal day so hopefully I'll get to 111.25lb on thursday or something like that :) Good luck everyone, 2010 rocks so far.

So I was sitting here on the laptop, thinking about eating a starburst. I looked up the number of calories in 1 peice - 20 cals. Not to bad considering I was 200 cals under my limit today. I have a 240 cal galaxy chocolate bar hiding in my school bag, I'm not sure whether I should have 2 blocks tonight and 3 tomorrow, or just scoff it all tomorrow. I suppose if I eat it at break I could probably give at least 2/3 blocks to my friends, that would bring it down to 160/120 cals. I think thats what I'll do seen as it is my 1200 cal day tomorrow.

It's been said that it might snow tonight which would be AWESOME! especially if it snowed heavy enough for school to close! But that has only happened once, but it was last year so if we're lucky... The only thing is if we have the day off school on wednesday that will make it almost impossible to do an 800 cal day.

My Plans for Tomorrow & Wednesday:

Tomorrow: 1200 cal/Semi-Binge Day

2 weetabix w/ skimmed milk - 180
1/2 galaxy bar - 120
1/2 roll/sandwich - 200 (probably less, but just to be safe)
Dinner - 600 cal
Snack - 50 cal

Planned Total - 1150

Wednesday - 800 cal.

1 weetabix w/ skimmed milk - 120
Special K - 90
Tea - Maximum 550 cal.

Planned total - 760 cal.

I will be under 113lbs tomorrow. I will be under 113lbs tomorrow. I will be under 113lbs tomorrow. I will be under 113lbs tomorrow. I will be under 113lbs tomorrow. I will be under 113 lbs tomorrow. I will. Good Night (or morning/afternoon, Lol)

Day 4 is almost over!!

I was still 113, but only just, Hopefully I'll be about 112.8 tomorrow. So let's see if I finished today with an acceptable amount of calories -

Weetabix - 200 cals .
Special K bar - 90 cals.
Chicken/Pasta salad - 550 cals (at most)

Total - 840 cals =D

Managed to avoid dinner so that brings my total to 840 cals out of my 1100 cal limit, so today was successful! Tomorrow is a 1200 cal day so that will be easy, then wednesday is an 800 cal day, which shouldn't be too bad. I know I eat like twice as much as most of you, but it's about what I can do without people noticing, which would be awful.

Just going to catch up on everyones blogs, we can do this!

School Tomorrow. In some ways I'm looking forward to it and in some ways I really hate it. The Good thing is it means It is WAY easier to restrict my calories, I'm smaller now than when I last went to school, I am more active during the day, I get to see my friends (who I secretly hope have gained weight over christmas, well not my Best friend but...). The bad thing is well, it's obvious really - work & homework, getting up a 6:15 every morning.

On the bright side, my hip bones are sticking out more than they were when I was 120lbs, I can faintly see my ribs when I'm standing normally, they stick out when I suck in and stuff like that, my elbows stick out more, so quite a good month really.

It's a 1000 calorie day so it shouldn't be too hard, I've done my set of 25 sit ups (obviously I will increase the amount each week)but I'm not running today.

I can't wait until spring now. It means that the field will be dry so I can run as much as I want, hopefully I will have reached my goal by then and it's my birthday. Every time I feel like binging I just think about how I look now and how I want to look and the craving just disappears.

Sorry for that really long post, just to let you know I read everyone's blogs I can, and you keep me motivated and inspire me to carry on.

Todays Limit - 1000


Food Eaten -

1 weetabix w/ skimmed milk - 100 cal
Soup - 200 cal
Beef stew - 600 cal
4 fruit pastilles - 50 cal

Total - 950 cal

Day 3 was successful, I think tommorow I'll start putting how many consecutive days I've gone without exceeding my limits, so today would be 3. It would be a miracle if I could be 8st tomorrow, or even 8st 0.5lb (112/112.5lb). Only 7lbs to reach my goal. I will do it this time.