Last day of freedom...

School Tomorrow. In some ways I'm looking forward to it and in some ways I really hate it. The Good thing is it means It is WAY easier to restrict my calories, I'm smaller now than when I last went to school, I am more active during the day, I get to see my friends (who I secretly hope have gained weight over christmas, well not my Best friend but...). The bad thing is well, it's obvious really - work & homework, getting up a 6:15 every morning.

On the bright side, my hip bones are sticking out more than they were when I was 120lbs, I can faintly see my ribs when I'm standing normally, they stick out when I suck in and stuff like that, my elbows stick out more, so quite a good month really.

It's a 1000 calorie day so it shouldn't be too hard, I've done my set of 25 sit ups (obviously I will increase the amount each week)but I'm not running today.

I can't wait until spring now. It means that the field will be dry so I can run as much as I want, hopefully I will have reached my goal by then and it's my birthday. Every time I feel like binging I just think about how I look now and how I want to look and the craving just disappears.

Sorry for that really long post, just to let you know I read everyone's blogs I can, and you keep me motivated and inspire me to carry on.