FatRawker

I noticed that all I ever write in my post is:

1. What exercise I've done
2. How much I've (over)eaten
3. How much I weigh

So from this post on I want to start actually blogging about something, It will probably bore the hell out of you, but It will distract me from food and make me feel better. So anyways, I just feel like making random lists because all I can think of is the 712calorie bag of sweets in my draw. So far today I've had 900 cals, and I still need to be forced dinner, and then I will probably give in to the sweets. I need to find excuses to get out of eating dinner, so far all I have is 'i'll eat my sweets instead' or 'I'm not hungry'. Just counted out a bag of Tesco midget gems. The total amount of calories in one bag is 712, there are 94 sweets in a bag, so that means there are 8 (well 7.5 something, but just to be safe) calories per sweet.

Lists.

Reasons to be thin:

• Clothes will actually look good on you
• You can buy clothes from any shop without having to think 'am I too fat to wear this?'
• Your BF can pick you up without struggling
• You will feel better about yourself
• Nobody finds fat attractive
• You'll be - 'that fit thin one' as opposed 'that fat retard'
• Food makes you miserable as soon as you've finished eating it

Goals:

• 12th Feb - 111lb
• 19th Feb - 110lb
• 26th Feb - 109
• 5th March - 108
• 12th March - 107
• 19th March - 106
• 26th March - 105

Thinspirations:

• Hayley williams (when she was skinniest)
• Mary-Kate Olsen (obviously)
• Shenae Grimes
• Keira Knightly
• Annalynne McCord
• Jessica Stroup
• Anna Paquin
• Ashlee Simpson
• Avril Lavigne
• Hilary Duff